I am tired of the chaos in my home. Living under parents rule is fucking the shit of me. This scholarship is my only hope to get out of this hopeless shit hole I have called home.
I fucking hate the culture and traditions of east. It just ruined my life big time for all directions.
I have to be focused for this 4 months and keep taking a step a day towards my goal. The struggle will still persist but it will be welcomed when I am not in this shitty hole.